poetlostforwords

Dear life,

I SAY FUCK YOU! I know that you really don't want me to do anything this summer. Personally because you don't want me to do anything i want to go back to school. At least then i could do stuff with my friends. This past year has been shit. It really has. Last summer i couldn't do anything because i had my teeth pulled. i understood that. But i mean come on i worked so hard to be ready this yar to go do stuff. I was. Now you tell me i can't till august again. why? why do you do this to me?

i know that i waste my life on others things and that i never follow through on them but this was something that i was going to. I was going to get better and do stuff. I was going to go to festivals next year and see where that would take me. BUT I FUCKING HATE YOU. Please give me something to work towards again. Maybe single up a guy for me or put a new guy in the picture. But i just want somethign i can look forwards to. If you can't do taht i don't even want to speak to you again!

Sincerly,

pissed off me